Three
Scootie spent the next morning repeating the thought, I will not make a first move. As for
Juliana, any fleeting attraction was destroyed by the morning’s news:
negotiations had hit a snag, and Scott would be an extra week in Tokyo.
Scootie brought his press list, and they spent a half hour
discussing which contacts might be open to stories. Juliana had a couple of her
own ideas, like trading program space with other theater groups, or linking a
website to Scott’s BankNet, Inc.
The villa on Blaze Hill was a revelation. Based on an old
Mexican ranchero in San Antonio, its low adobe walls, clay flooring and
rough-hewn beams afforded an authenticity rarely found among the dilettante
rich. (Hallis’s several Southwest-style mansions needed only giant plastic
dinosaurs and Navajo bingo parlors to round out the general effect.)
They sat on unvarnished oak benches and dined on Juliana’s
pasta primavera, covered with a feather-light white sauce. “I attend pot-lucks
just infrequently enough,” she said, “that no one seems to notice it’s the only
thing I ever make.”
“You’ve damn well perfected it,” said Scootie. They sat on a
white leather sofa, consuming almond biscotti and cappuccinos.
“It’s how they say in those baseball interviews. You have to
cook ‘within yourself.’”
Scootie laughed entirely too long, and realized he had best
escape before he lost his composure. He took a stage glance at his wristwatch.
“Ooh, I better split. I’ve got to wrap up a few things on this Kabuki troupe.”
Juliana settled her cup on its saucer. “So, what’s on the
agenda tonight?”
Scootie rose and shook his khakis over the tops of his
shoes. “Tonight it’s Jackie.”
Juliana’s eyes lit up. “Jackie Simmer?”
“That’s the one.”
The game was getting familiar.
“And... what is it you do with Jackie?”
Scootie was beginning to feel slightly defensive about this
curiosity – especially, in this case, when it came to a co-worker.
“Actually, we do theater.”
“Really? I would think you’d be sick of that.”
“When we have shows here, I can only give them my undivided
attention for maybe five minutes. The rest of the time I’m figuring attendance,
shmoozing critics, worrying about the length of the popcorn line...”
“My. That’s disappointing.” Juliana followed him down the
hall, where they finished their conversation before the whiskey-colored varnish
of the front door.
“I learn a lot,” he said. “But it’s all up here.” He pointed
to his head. “When I want to take it through here” – he pointed to his gut – “I
venture out with Jackie. Then we have a nice critiquing session at some bar. I
suppose it hones our programming skills – but it mostly reminds us how much we
enjoy watching strangers play make-believe on a stage.”
“I’m rather fond of it myself,” said Juliana. “At one time,
I was considered something of an actor.”
“I knew it!” said Scootie.
Juliana said nothing, but pulled the iron door-ring. They
found themselves in brilliant sunlight, looking across the wide cobbled drive
to the rooftops of Fetzle, the narrow streets of Hallis, the blue mesa of the
Pacific.
“Wow,” said Scootie, squinting. “I can see my apartment from
here.”
Juliana spoke in a spooky cartoon voice. “Just remember, I’m
watching.”
“So why do they call this Blaze Hill?”
“After Fetzle Lumber got through stripping all the redwoods
from the place, they celebrated with a bonfire and a keg of whiskey. Bad
combination. A wind rose up, spread the fire into the undergrowth, and the
workers were too drunk to put it out. A couple of them had drunk themselves unconscious,
and never made it out.”
“Sheesh. So why’d you give up acting?”
“Oh, the usual. I came home with a useless degree in theater
arts, and then... then I fell in love.”
“That’s nice,” said Scootie.
“And then, I was obligated to lead the perfect life. So here
I am, playing my part.”
She gazed distractedly at the ocean. Then she seemed to
recover.
“Well, Scootie. It’s been a pleasure. I’m sure I’ll see you
a few more times before we reach ground zero.”
Scootie took Juliana’s long fingers and gave them a
courteous squeeze. “And now, sated with your pasta, I will go nap at my desk.”
“Better not! You have Kabuki to sell.”
“Sayonara.”
“Domo arigoto.”
Scootie crossed the drive to his little convertible – the
most impractical car his salary would support. Juliana watched the little blue
car disappear like a piece of bubble gum down the lip of the dispenser, then
returned to her dark hallway. Her head rang with social obligations, and she
rushed to her calendar to quell the sound. Ah,
she thought, flipping the pages. Here’s
the real drug: time. Scootie Jones thinned out to a strip of yarn at the
back of her thoughts.
Jackie Simmer had lived in many places, but she came from
two: Athens, Georgia and Austin, Texas. The Georgian childhood was clothed in
discreet garments; Scootie could see large, fuzzy objects, but no clear
identities. Her father’s death the year before had caught her off-guard –
because, as she put it, “I ought to be glad the bastard’s gone.” Scootie talked
her into attending the funeral, regardless. The trip uprooted long-buried
feelings that needed to be dealt with, launching Jackie into a freer, more open
field as she entered her forties.
She came to Austin in her early twenties, working her way
from a waitress in a diner to a beverages manager at a luxury hotel. She soon
began booking musicians for the lounge, an experience that – combined with her
arts management degree – got her the job at Fetzle.
But she was still an Austin girl. Scootie would suggest a
Mexican restaurant for lunch, and she would say, “You wouldn’t believe this
place in Austin, down by the river, they serve the best chiles rellenos...” He
would mention a roots-rock band coming to Santa Cruz, and she would say, “Yeah,
I saw them on Sixth Street in Austin, this crazy rockabilly joint called the
Four-Hand Saloon...” After three years of this, Scootie suspected he could move
to Austin the next day and get around like a native. He also suspected that,
someday, Jackie Simmer would go back for good.
After a long string of cowboys and world travelers, Jackie
entered middle age with a decided mistrust of men, content to spend her time
with a gentle, 20-year-old cat named Sable and an impressive collection of
antique books. With no romantic sparks in either direction, Scootie was the
exception. That night’s fare was a poetic-dance interpretation of a 19th
century spiritual text. Scootie came away surprised.
“You know what made it so terrific? So many reference
points. It could have turned out completely obtuse, but they attacked it with
motion, and poetry, and Ack-ting. I’ve never seen dancers convey so much with
their faces.”
Jackie flashed her high-cheekbone smile. “Wasn’t that lead
dancer jest the whipped cream on the sundae? That woman has no business moving
like that at her age.”
“What age is that?”
“Program says 52. Not that you could tell from that body of
hers. My-oh-my.”
“Shore ‘nuff.” Scootie took in a chunk of cheesecake, the
graham cracker crust like sweet sand against his teeth. “That Louden Nelson,
though – all the charm of a cafeteria.”
“Yeah, they got a real crunch on theater space in Santa
Cruz. Can’t use the university – all full up with student productions and the
Shakespeare festival.”
“Any chance we’ll get the Shakespeareans up north?”
“Kinda sticky,” said Jackie. “They’re afraid of dilutin’
their local audience. I keep tellin’ ‘em we can pull people from the Peninsula
and Half Moon Bay, but I think they’ve got their eyes on San Francisco.”
“Why would anyone from God’s Own City come down here for
Shakespeare?”
“Exactly. ‘Course, it ain’t the best time for bringin’ up
new ideas, anyway. That drama committee’s got me lower’n a bow tie on a potato
bug.”
Scootie let out a crackling laugh. “Do Southern schools have
special classes in folksy simile?”
“No. They just slip ‘em into our grits like fortune
cookies.”
“But seriously, Jackie. I know I’ve said this before, but
you are being used as a human battering ram. Garth and his trustees want to rid
Fetzle of those volunteer committees once and for all, but they don’t want to
bloody their hands. It’s also a generational thing.”
“How so?”
“Look at the lives these women have led. They were raised to
be their son’s mothers and their husband’s wives. Note how many of them still
go by ‘Mrs. Thomas J. Rickenbacker’ in the program notes. And now, after
achieving some level of achievement in the great dilettante paradise of Fetzle
Mansion, along comes this raving bitch, love-generation tiger woman with her
Tennessee Williams accent and bolo ties to take away all their toys. It ain’t
fair, but that’s how they see it.”
Jackie broke out laughing. “Geez. I don’t think I’ve ever
been called a tiger woman before.”
“How about ‘raving bitch’?”
“No. That one I’ve heard.”
“And look at how these fierce matrons turn into mewing
calicos when yours truly walks in the door. ‘Cause I’m a guy, ‘cause I don’t
take any power from anyone – and because I can get those old-society names into
the local papers.”
“Well,” said Jackie. “I wouldn’t lose any sleep over it.”
Scootie forked in a last bite of cheesecake and closed his
eyes to take in the unintentional symphony of the Davenport Cash Store: the
ping and scrape of tableware, the pad of waiters’ feet against linoleum, the
quiet creak of the kitchen door. At the next table he spotted the gruff Chinese
man who ran the Shell station just south of Hallis, tenderly reprimanding his
three small grandchildren. “No, now. You don’t go to the gift shop until you
finish your dessert.” The children studied their lumps of tapioca with
inconsolable faces.
Jackie was watching the same scene. “Cute. So Scootie, can I
tell you a secret?”
“Job secret?”
“Love secret.”
“Really?”
Her lips lifted in a close-mouthed smile. “I met someone.”
“Really!”
“Went down to the Saddle Rack in San Jose with Elsie, my
sole defender on the drama committee. And I met this tall glass o’ water from
Montana named Rex.”
“Ye gods,” said Scootie. “Are there still men named Rex?”
“Well, yes,” Jackie replied. “And this one can two-step
smoother’n JOhnny Cash’s Cadillac. And a hunk, to boot.”
“Boy, Jackie, Montana’s a long way off.”
“That’s the thing! Rex is movin’ to Salinas to help out his
father, who’s had some heart trouble. He’s leavin’ his ranch in Montana to his
brother Tex...”
“Hold it right there,” said Scootie. “Did you say ‘Tex’?”
“Well, it might be a nick...”
“Rex and Tex!” Scootie gleefully pounded the table. “Rex and
Tex, Rex and Tex!”
“Now, Scootie Jones, you behave yourself!”
Scootie apologized with a contrite puppy-dog face.
“Anyway,” said Jackie. “You get the picture. Rex’ll be an
hour away for the next two years. He’s comin’ up for a visit first thing next
month.”
“That’s terrific, Jackie. You sure about this, though?”
“Nothin’ to be sure of. It’s called dating. Trial and error.
Fuckin’ and fuckin’ up.”
“Screwin’ and screwin’ over,” Scootie added. “I just know
how fiercely you’re attached to your independence.”
“I’m not gonna crumble away just ‘cause o’ some guy looks
like Clint Black times two. I’m forty-two, for Pete’s sake! And at least I’ve
got the hots for someone who’s single.”
That one took Scootie back a second.
“Pardon?”
“Well, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought that up.”
“Brought what up?”
“Now listen, Scootie. Don’t play the innocent with me. I
know that look you get when you’re on the hunt, and I very clearly spotted it
last week when a certain J. Kross was parading her lovely little bee-hind up
the mansion steps.”
Scootie held his palms to the sky. “What is it about this
town? Is my every lustful thought transmitted directly to the Hallis Gazette?”
“Oh, Scootie. It’s just me. It’s just because I know you so
well. Although...”
“Don’t tell me the whole staff is in on this.”
“It’s just that little lunch you had today on Blaze Hill. It
started some tongues to waggin’. Aggie, of course.”
“Oh hell. Aggie comes up with more fiction than Stephen
King. Besides, what’s so special about me having lunch on Blaze Hill? Didn’t
she invite you and Garth up there?”
“Actually... no.”
“No?”
Garth and I met with her right after the staff meeting. Bag
lunches and stale coffee.”
“Really?”
Jackie could see that she had opened a troublesome door. She
reached across to touch Scootie on the hand. “Scootie, sugar, don’t sweat it.
Just let it die off. Besides, I for one know that you would never mess around
with a married woman. Like it or not, you’re in the middle of a bunch of bored
rich housewives who need someone to talk about.”
“Yeah,” said Scootie. “I guess so.”
Jackie surveyed the restaurant, looking for a change of
subject. “This place sorta reminds me of a little roadhouse just outside o’
Austin...”
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